Longer Haitus To Come

I'll be starting up another blog today, strictly for Lady GaGa graphics.
I've also lost my book of poems. :(
Hopefully I will have a decent design portfolio before the Summer.
<3
NiTa

Apologies

I've been busy lately, so I apologize for the short haitus.
I've been spending my time looking into schools, when I'm not babysitting, and doing fashion research.
I'm hoping to get into college online for Fashion Design and Fashion Photography classes. :D
WISH ME LUCK!
Blessed be.
NiTa <3

Thoughts

Things I feel just need to be said.

You must be honest to yourself, before you can accept who you really are.

Until you can love and respect yourself, you cannot fully love or respect anyone else.

There is no sense in trying to be something you're not just to impress someone - you won't be happy in the long run.

So please, don't try to change who you are.

Love yourself.

&

Respect yourself.

You will live a much happier life.

Happy Holidays

Hopefully everyone had a wonderful holiday.
Blessed be.
<3

World

Here's something written by a friend of mine.
Figured I would share it.

When the world stops tumbling,
Its me and now...
I fight for the sun,
the scars and burns don't mean a thing.

Take a little time,
some time to feel yourself bleed,
and tell me little lies...to live on when I'm older.
And read between the lines,
I'll tell you when its over...

No need to cry out,
just to hear the world sing...
I never stood a chance
till I stood against the flood of life.

And the world yields to my footsteps.
The constant unshifting footprints,
write my story in the sand...
The story of the adventurers, the story of love, the story of the saints...
for which we defy, for all approval, to fear our removal from the safety of one.

The Past

we fought
you lied
we screamed
i cried


never forever
never to last
let's not forget
what is the past


we fought
i tried
you screamed
then cried

Left Alone To Die Inside

sometimes i bleed

and everytime i cry

i think of you

then wonder why

in this life

this life we're living

how could anyone

be so unforgiving

then learn to keep

what pays the cost

of all these things

these things we've lost

forgotten lies

crying eyes

bleeding tears

hopeless fears

what is going on?

every night

these things go on

and here i am

i'm what's gone wrong

lost inside

i'm all alone

all alone

and no one's home

leave me here

here to die

left alone

to wonder why

forgotten lies

crying eyes

bleeding tears

hopeless tears

what is going wrong?

leave me here

to rot and die

leave me here

alone and wondering why

i'm the one

to die inside